My Sphere of Madness

Damnit!

Ainee — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 02:51:25 +0000

I know it’s been too long.
But I’ve been seriously busy!
And then I had this idea..
But it’s not really working out.
Damnit!
Why does everything have to be so difficult?!
And yes, I’ve changed my name.
Love it, hate it, I don’t really care.
It’s here to stay!
So…Ainee it is…

Now, I just need to figure out how the Hell to change my username…

Little flower

Ainee — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 01:05:29 +0000

HIDING IN THE GRASS, GUARDED BY THE SUN,
A LITTLE YELLOW FLOWER IS LAUGHING, HAVING FUN.

PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH HIS FRIENDS, A BUTTERFLY AND AN ANT.
ALASS, THE FLOWER’S ALWAYS FOUND, ‘CAUSE TO MOVE IS THE ONE THING HE CAN’T.

IN ENVY HE GAZE UPON HIS FRIENDS, ONE THAT WALK AND ONE THAT FLY.
HE IS GROUNDED, AND IS ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND, STARRING UP AT THE SKY.

UNTIL THAT DAY WHEN HE IS FOUND BY A CHILD’S SEARCHING HAND,
AND BROUGHT HOME TO IT’S MOTHER, WHO GIVES HIM ANEW PLACE TO STAND..

Guess I was feeling inspired.. (By Pete Yorn & Scarlett Johansson)

Ainee — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 23:51:12 +0000

Don’t Let Go

“I’m leaving today”
Words I never thought I’d say
“Can’t stay with you forever”

You nodded and sighed
something inside of me died
Though you promised me you’d never

..let me go

Don’t let me leave you like this
Don’t let this be our last kiss
Don’t you dare to let go
Please tell me “no”

Time to say goodbye
I’ve delivered my last lie
To stop this mental abuse

“You’re not right for me,
that’s something we both can see.”
My eyes begged you to refuse

…to let go

Don’t let me leave you like this
Don’t let this be our last kiss
Don’t you dare to let go
Please tell me “no”

Can’t you see though my pretense
Don’t you hear I’m not making any sense
Why would you believe my lies?
I’d never willingly severe our ties

You don’t have a clue
just how much I love you

..do you?

Don’t let me leave you like this
Don’t let this be our last kiss
Don’t you dare to let go
Please tell me “no”

Don’t let me leave you like this
Don’t let me shatter our bliss
Don’t you dare to let go
Please tell me “no”

I thought that you knew
how much I loved you

..too

My Sphere of Madness

Damnit!

Little flower

HIDING IN THE GRASS, GUARDED BY THE SUN, A LITTLE YELLOW FLOWER IS LAUGHING, HAVING FUN.

PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH HIS FRIENDS, A BUTTERFLY AND AN ANT. ALASS, THE FLOWER’S ALWAYS FOUND, ‘CAUSE TO MOVE IS THE ONE THING HE CAN’T.

IN ENVY HE GAZE UPON HIS FRIENDS, ONE THAT WALK AND ONE THAT FLY. HE IS GROUNDED, AND IS ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND, STARRING UP AT THE SKY.

UNTIL THAT DAY WHEN HE IS FOUND BY A CHILD’S SEARCHING HAND, AND BROUGHT HOME TO IT’S MOTHER, WHO GIVES HIM ANEW PLACE TO STAND..

Guess I was feeling inspired.. (By Pete Yorn & Scarlett Johansson)

Don’t Let Go

HIDING IN THE GRASS, GUARDED BY THE SUN,
A LITTLE YELLOW FLOWER IS LAUGHING, HAVING FUN.

PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH HIS FRIENDS, A BUTTERFLY AND AN ANT.
ALASS, THE FLOWER’S ALWAYS FOUND, ‘CAUSE TO MOVE IS THE ONE THING HE CAN’T.

IN ENVY HE GAZE UPON HIS FRIENDS, ONE THAT WALK AND ONE THAT FLY.
HE IS GROUNDED, AND IS ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND, STARRING UP AT THE SKY.

UNTIL THAT DAY WHEN HE IS FOUND BY A CHILD’S SEARCHING HAND,
AND BROUGHT HOME TO IT’S MOTHER, WHO GIVES HIM ANEW PLACE TO STAND..